Ash's Joys

Well. I guess there really are too many things in my mind now. Someone please read my mind and understand how I'm feeling? o.O THANKS!

Why can't they understand?

Nothing much to post really... just that I managed to get 88% for my 1st module! HAHA! On my way to more certs!

BWAH.

Outing just now. Cycled to my heart's delight. Haven't cycled in ages. Guess I oughtta restart again. Been very busy. Well, 3 more weeks till the end of course. Hopefully I'll go somewhere fun and great ya?

Vertical Horizon - Best I Ever Had

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing’s quite the same now
I just say your name now

But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t want me back
You’re just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I’m just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t need me back
You’re just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can’t take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You’re always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I’m haunted

But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
I don’t want you back
You’re just the best I ever had

The best I ever had
The best I ever

Hope this song can say something...

Is it ever possible for us? For her? For me?

TIME!

I NEED MORE OF YOU!

Blahs... always running outta time. Time really flies, but I guess in the wrong direction from which I want... HAHAS!

Anyway, Jo's today's star!

HAPPY B'DAY GAL!

Lolx.

TO ALL YOU PPLE OUT THERE!
Another 194 days to MINE!
I've got 2 statements to make!
1. Save $1 a day for me!
2. I'm disgusting.

Well.

CG's always great. SVC always is too. And I mean ALWAYS. Right? Like DUH!

Anyway, really hoping for new things to come, and good changes in my life. 4 more weeks in Stagmont. Halfway-thru, and time really flies. That's the second time I'm saying that. EMPHASIS people.

Mental block now.

I'm mental. Probably. For now.

Yeah.

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In that kinda whirly-whirly state.

Its a nice sunny Tuesday afternoon, so guess where I am?

WAHAHAHAHA!

I've been having a great time this past week.

On the way towards much better and much greater things.

YEAH!

Seems like everyone around me is anti-Arsenal...

Doesn't matter though...

Arsenal ROCKS!

GO GO GO!!!

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Psycho-ed.

Weird day to post right?
After all, I'm supposed to be in camp...
Well, I'm not...

Haiz. There's just this double feeling of joy and sadness in me. Don't really know why... I want to find out too. Guess some things are just too complicated to explain.

Don't have much to write even though its 2 weeks since I last posted.

Just have to say that I'm enjoying myself at camp...

Yup...

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Mixed.

Beautiful Girl - Jose Marie Chan

Beautiful girl,
wherever you are
I knew when I saw you,
you had opened the door
I knew that I'd love again
after a long, long while
I'd love again.

You said "hello"
and I turned to go
But something in your eyes
left my heart beating so
I just knew that I'd love again
after a long, long while
I'd love again.

It was destiny's game
For when love finally came on
I rushed in line only to find
That you were gone.

Wherever you are,
I fear that I might
Have lost you forever
like a song in the night
Now that I've loved again
after a long, long while
I've loved again.

It was destiny's game
For when love finally came on
I rushed in line only to find
That you were gone.

Beautiful girl,
I'll search on for you
'Til all of your loveliness
in my arms come true
You've made me love again
after a long, long while
In love again

And I'm glad that it's you
Hmm, beautiful girl...