Ash's Joys

Well. I guess there really are too many things in my mind now. Someone please read my mind and understand how I'm feeling? o.O THANKS!

Why can't they understand?

Nothing much to post really... just that I managed to get 88% for my 1st module! HAHA! On my way to more certs!

BWAH.

Outing just now. Cycled to my heart's delight. Haven't cycled in ages. Guess I oughtta restart again. Been very busy. Well, 3 more weeks till the end of course. Hopefully I'll go somewhere fun and great ya?

Vertical Horizon - Best I Ever Had

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing’s quite the same now
I just say your name now

But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t want me back
You’re just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I’m just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t need me back
You’re just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can’t take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You’re always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I’m haunted

But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
I don’t want you back
You’re just the best I ever had

The best I ever had
The best I ever

Hope this song can say something...

Is it ever possible for us? For her? For me?