Ash's Joys

Something Beautiful - Robbie Williams

You can't manufacture a miracle
The silence was pitiful - that day
And love is getting too cynical
Passion's just physical - these days
You analyse everyone you meet
But get no sign - loving kind
Every night you admit defeat
And cry yourself blind

If you can't wake up in the morning
'Cause your bed lies vacant at night
If your lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it - try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day
You won't be lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Something beautiful will come your way

The DJ said on the radio
Life should be stereo - each day
And the past that cast the unsuitable
Instead of some kind of beautiful
You just couldn't wait
All your friends think you're satisfied
But they can't see you soul no, no, no
Forgot the time, feeling petrified
When they lived alone

If you can't wake up in the morning
'Cause you bed lies vacant at night
If your lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it - try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day
You won't be lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Something beautiful will come your way

(It'll come your way)
(It'll come your way) Some kind of beautiful
(It'll come your way) Some kind of beautiful
(It'll come your way) Some kind of beautiful
(It'll come your way)

All you friends think you're satisfied
But they can't see your soul, no, no, no
Forget the time feeling petrified
When they lived alone

If you can't wake up in the morning
'Cause your bed lies vacant at night
If your lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it - try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day
You won't be lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Something beautiful will come your way

You won't be lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Something beautiful will come your way

2 more days!

Haha.

30/6

Anyone wants to guess why?

Well, it's the one special day I accepted Christ into my life, and 30/06/08 is the 1st anniversary! Haha.

Excited.

School reopens on the 23rd of June, year 2008.

I don't have to go back :) Have already spent sooooo much time in school these past years. Well, just wanna wish everyone a good 2nd semester in school ya! It's the more important part of the school year.

Crap. Ok, I'll admit it. I miss school.

Can't help it either, I guess... haha!

Anyway, I'm on the night shift now... gonna be around till 7.30am, for today. It's tough work ok? Maybe, maybe not... xD

Weekend shift's quite good eh... watched like over 10 movies in the span of 48 hours. Woo. Just to name a few: Flood, Die Hard 4.0, Kung Fu Panda, Scary Movie 4, The Game Plan, 21, Jiang Shan Mei Ren, V for Vendetta, Blood Diamonds, Saw IV, Evan Almighty... The PERKS!

Went to the A&E this morning... something wrong with my throat... wonder what... hope it's nothing bad.

I'm gonna think up of some random stuff and have a mega-post someday soon... I should. Woo. Gives me something to read also, when I can't find anything else, cos I won't ever remember what I posted. Wahahaha!

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Off.

Enjoy!!

Bubbly - Colbie Caillat

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin like a child now
Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Where ever you go

The rain is fallin on my window pane
But we are hidin in a safer place
Under the covers stayin dry and warm
You give me feelins that I adore

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Where ever you go


What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just........

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Where ever you go

I’ve been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
Im comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time
Holdin me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go...

This is an abrupt post. I have no time.

What's Life?

My conclusion...

Lasting

Impressions

Fulfilling

Experiences

That's life for you.

What we show to others and what we do in our lives. Making the best out of everything ya!

I guess that the things that matter most to us are actually those that are ordinary and not special.

:)

Hmm.

I'm gonna start posting some random thoughts here.

Each week has been passing by very quickly. Come to think of it, it's already almost 5 months since I entered the army. Time really flies. Wonder how the rest of it will be. Anyway, I'm very certain that as each day passes, there will be new things everywhere! Seriously can't wait for proper work to start!

I'm EXCITED!!! I'm gonna have a great time. DUH.

By the way, the past week was terrific! So many things that have been done, and everything just seems to fit in nicely, without much problem. It's the kind of atmosphere I'm looking for.

Oh ya... I'm gonna post an early HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ANGEL a.k.a. Buddy. It's her b'day tomorrow, but well, don't think I'll be able to post anything later then...

Some people will wonder why I'm here posting on a Sunday night, when I'm supposed to be heading back to camp. Well, keep wondering. c(=

It's true... I'm kinda a "little bit" disappointed that I CAN'T join THE REST at CAMP X.

I'm gonna start.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!?!?!?!



LOL.

But then again... who says I ain't going to camp? It's just a DIFFERENT camp only. It's still a CAMP :)

Well, enjoy yourselves guys! Can't wait to see the photos.

Speaking of which, I just realised that I haven't even posted a single picture here...

Here goes nothing:



More to come another time, if I ever get about plugging my phone or camera to the computer.

Hahas xD

Okay, going to go off now.

TATA!

Dunno why I keep posting new songs... well, guess it's for y'all to enjoy!!! HAHAS!

Have fun and stay tuned!

Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

RaNdOm ThOtS.

I must be really crazy to be blogging now WAHAHAHHA!

Need to be back at camp by 1015. But here I am!

This past week has gone by soooooo fast. Don't even know what has happened... actually I'm at camp everyday so well... let's say I remember breakfast, lunch and dinner. Hmm...

1 hour and counting. Well. I wonder what's gonna happen in the next few days... going over to another camp to do other things. Say, I'm not doing what I've been taught to do. Weird isn't it?

Looking forward to more and more and more and more and............. more things.

Really am typing tons of rubbish here. Don't have an agenda at all... LOL.

I think I really gotta run SOON.

Don't really know what my schedule will be like anytime soon. Hopefully it will be something good ya? Really want a 'lil nice schedule that would fit into whatever I want to do.

If it doesn't, well... can't help it anyway. Bwah.

Signing off now. Really really gotta go. Ha.

=)