Ash's Joys

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna come here tonight
This is the last time - I will fall
Into a place that fails us all - inside

Well I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
But fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
Are we ever
Are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
Are we ever gonna come back down
Come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

Stilll I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
And fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
Are we ever
Are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
Are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

If I was to give in - give it up
- And then
Take a breath - make it deep
Cause it might be the last one you get
Be the last one
That could make us cold
You know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

I'm now craving for crabs.

So many things have happened just in the last few weeks... really don't know where and when to start. Just wanna say that in the end, life still has to go on as normal, and there are so many other things to look forward to in the near future.

I mean, a quarter of 2009 has almost past and I really wonder where I stand now, in this year of 2009... I really hope that SMU would offer me the opportunity to study there, and thus, allow me to move forward with the plans that I have... Problem is, I guess the past still haunts me... the things that I could and couldn't have done, the things that I should and shouldn't have done... I definitely can't erase them now... they're part of my history I guess.

And I think that they should stay there, where they belong... history, over...

I think that even if I was given the chance to go back in time to change parts of them, I wouldn't change anything drastically... for each of those incidents that have come have shaped my life to be what it is today,

And that, is what I love about it.

A day of food and fun under $40

Breakfast @ Coffee Bean: $7.80 (for a cinnamon and apple muffin and a regular iced vanilla latte... didn't know they had this combo, it just rocks.)

Lunch @ Pizza Hut: $6.50 (for sharing 2 pizzas and etc.)

Movie @ GV: $6.50 (okay I cheated, so what?)

Window shopping @ town: $0 (what can I say? :D)

Dinner @ Central: $10 (indulgence at a low price)

Pool @ Toa Payoh: $3 (surprisingly good late-night entertainment)

Total Cost: $33.80
Time Spent: 15 hours (9am - 12am)

At just over $2/hour, its worth it.

Finally,
Quality time spent with friends: PRICELESS.

Finally managed to have time to unwind... Had a great time really.
Didn't expect myself to be there for so long either. Wanna thank them all for the time.
:)

Feeling so much better now, considering that I have been sick the past few days. Some dumb flu bug I guess... worse still, cough + sore throat at the same time...

Its good now, except my lips are seriously dry and cracked, and I lost my lip balm :(

Oh well, I guess I'll write more another time... one more busy day tomorrow.

Think the next few weeks are going to feel very different...
Sometimes I wonder whether I've done enough, whether I've got to know him as he is...
But it's all over now I guess... whatever he knows and I don't, he's brought with him.

89 years of glory. 7 children, 16 grandchildren and 3 great-grandchildren.

His legacy.

We'll miss you.

FINALLY GOT MY LICENSE AFTER 6 MONTHS (okay i spent 3.5 months waiting for my TP test), and spending $888.40. HOHOHO!

I'M LOVING IT!