Sometimes.
Can't imagine that 3 weeks of 2009 have already past.
And I've spent the bulk of it in camp...
Sometimes I wish for time to quicken up, in times of boredom and when I'm just feeling low, but it doesn't happen then. But now I look back and realise that I'm already so far forward... not just me though, but everyone else too.
Sometimes I hope that I could turn back time... maybe change and tweak things here and there, to make life easier... to make things better now... Then I realise that not everything can be changed, and if they should ever change, then things wouldn't be what they are now. I can't predict whether change would bring about peace...or chaos... so I'll just leave it at there, since everything's just fine the way it is now.
Sometimes I want to kick myself in the head for doing stupid things which I make me regret doing them. Then again, it's all in the past already... what's lost may never be retrieved, but if I don't look ahead, then I won't be able to search on, and find the beauties that will come my way in the future. I don't think I've lived half my life yet, and I most certainly don't want it to be true; that means that I have more to look forward to, compared to looking backwards.
Sometimes I wonder why certain things happen. Expect the unexpected... for the things that happen to you most of the time are things you don't expect to happen to yourself. Thing is, just be prepared for whatever comes your way, and you'll find yourself able to handle situations more calmly. That's when you think best; with a clear mind.
Sometimes I think that I can do one thing, and the next moment, question the rationality of the things I just did. It's actually quite fun to have an internal debate over it, but I think that next time, rationality should come before action.
Sometimes I feel that everything can just go wrong... the wrong thinking, leading to the wrong decision, the wrong action, the wrong words, the wrong response, the wrong ideas, the wrong feelings, the wrong ending... but sure enough, that's where you learn... from the wrongs, to be turned into rights someday.
Sometimes, it's good to let your mind wander, think and imagine the things where you want to see youself at in a year, 3 years, 10 years. Then you work towards it.
Everytime.
And I've spent the bulk of it in camp...
Sometimes I wish for time to quicken up, in times of boredom and when I'm just feeling low, but it doesn't happen then. But now I look back and realise that I'm already so far forward... not just me though, but everyone else too.
Sometimes I hope that I could turn back time... maybe change and tweak things here and there, to make life easier... to make things better now... Then I realise that not everything can be changed, and if they should ever change, then things wouldn't be what they are now. I can't predict whether change would bring about peace...or chaos... so I'll just leave it at there, since everything's just fine the way it is now.
Sometimes I want to kick myself in the head for doing stupid things which I make me regret doing them. Then again, it's all in the past already... what's lost may never be retrieved, but if I don't look ahead, then I won't be able to search on, and find the beauties that will come my way in the future. I don't think I've lived half my life yet, and I most certainly don't want it to be true; that means that I have more to look forward to, compared to looking backwards.
Sometimes I wonder why certain things happen. Expect the unexpected... for the things that happen to you most of the time are things you don't expect to happen to yourself. Thing is, just be prepared for whatever comes your way, and you'll find yourself able to handle situations more calmly. That's when you think best; with a clear mind.
Sometimes I think that I can do one thing, and the next moment, question the rationality of the things I just did. It's actually quite fun to have an internal debate over it, but I think that next time, rationality should come before action.
Sometimes I feel that everything can just go wrong... the wrong thinking, leading to the wrong decision, the wrong action, the wrong words, the wrong response, the wrong ideas, the wrong feelings, the wrong ending... but sure enough, that's where you learn... from the wrongs, to be turned into rights someday.
Sometimes, it's good to let your mind wander, think and imagine the things where you want to see youself at in a year, 3 years, 10 years. Then you work towards it.
Everytime.
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