Ash's Joys

Seems like everyone's already in the rah-rah mood for Christmas. Seriously, it's already as good as smelling it. Haha.

Just been thinking about the past year... about the experiences I've gone through, and also of the many different things that I've taken back with me.

Yep, it's true, I still kinda blame myself for making stupid and rash decisions in the past... which I have to live with now I guess. Sometimes I really chide myself for not having the courage to say the words I have to say, which I feel I should. Nevertheless, it's not just the words, but also the actions. Well...

I've said at the start of this year that I'm bringing music back into my life. And I guess that music has really brought about many different feelings and emotions, maybe even experiences throughout this year. Some songs just create that powerful feeling in you, one that you can't explain...

I just wanna take time, reflect on the past, and hope that I'd have the willpower never to repeat the past mistakes. Really want to build upon myself, be stronger, and more firm and asserting. (HEY, to make the people around feel secure ya?)

Right...

Actually, I think the whole aim of Christmas is for a fresh renewal, and being a "new-born" again.
Christmas, is the time of new birth, of new things to come, and also...

Starting afresh...

Hello. My name is Ashley. Nice to meet you! How do you do...